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November 2008 
. s o l o .
Posted on Aug 15th, 2008
by 
Teenie~Dakini
Teenie~Dakini
today i weep
i scream, "damn you!"
breathe breathe
growl...
i feel the burden of my heritage
the curse and kinks
constraints
as i birth myself
. s o l o .
i feel the intense push
after a long strenuous labor
i cry "i can't do this"
"i want out"
"damn you for getting me into this mess"
i feel alone
(although i'm not)
alone in this labor
that takes me to the brink
the altar of totality and nothingness
breaking open
breaking through
being between
labor of fire and fear
shifts to
water and letting go
contract/expand
i'm grinding gears
this bond i have with my body
is it bondage and betrayal,
as i suffer in pain
or is it treasure, a temple
and i trust its gifts
nevertheless i weep
and scream
fall in between
forgetful closure
and pristine awakening
damn you!
divine you~
alone in the moment that
encompasses it all
Access: PublicTagged with: transformation, development, self, spirit, soul, suffering, shadow, fear, letting go, life
Wow! I FeeelL this one fo sho! The expression of this connects me to birth of my daughter, birth of myself, death of relationship… ahhh… yummy connections to all. Thank you very much for sharing yourself!
your voice is very powerful, and refreshingly unique…loving it!
the birth of your embodimental, awakening…
oh yeah…the solo thing…OMG!!!!!!! how accurately painful is that? but then…bliss…lol