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Posted on Aug 15th, 2008 by Teenie~Dakini : ~.~ I have my moments ~.~ Teenie~Dakini


today i weep
i scream, "damn you!"
breathe breathe
growl...

i feel the burden of my heritage
the curse and kinks
constraints
as i birth myself
.  s o l o .

i feel the intense push
after a long strenuous labor
i cry "i can't do this"
"i want out"
"damn you for getting me into this mess"

i feel alone
(although i'm not)
alone in this labor
that takes me to the brink

the altar of totality and nothingness
breaking open
breaking through
being between

labor of fire and fear
shifts to
water and letting go
contract/expand
i'm grinding gears

this bond i have with my body
is it bondage and betrayal,
as i suffer in pain
or is it treasure, a temple
and i trust its gifts

nevertheless i weep
and scream
fall in between
forgetful closure
and pristine awakening

damn you!
divine you~

alone in the moment that
encompasses it all
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What is the most constant ritual in your life?

Posted on Aug 25th, 2008 by Teenie~Dakini : ~.~ I have my moments ~.~ Teenie~Dakini
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for August 25, 2008:

returning to ~ L O V E ~


which is everpresent, already there, lifting the veil, an on-going reminding, enheartening, enlighten and enlivening.  a constant course correction after stumbling, forgeting, grand slams of 'im in control'....

a re-attunement to LOVE
a refinement of LOVE
its expression
and call to action

L O V E through the ages.... its subleties, complexities, entanglements and liberation...
its utmost simplicity....
the weave, the web, the flavors of Love... Lovelihood....  " I loved, therefore I lived"

you know ;-)
~ L O V E ~



In jOy!
U2 - Love Rescue Me (Lovetown Sydney '89)




U2 - ONE


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OB BI Won ~2008

Posted on Aug 28th, 2008 by Teenie~Dakini : ~.~ I have my moments ~.~ Teenie~Dakini
! empowering !

the force is strong with this one: OB BI Won ~2008 

...

OB(ama) BI (den) Won,
Cain No BE ~2008

:-))))


and thanks to Zazzle, I've got my custom tee on its way...


iN jOy!
~s





ps.....  America needs YOU, thinking & taking action!


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